idk i guess every time i'm cooped up at home, i'll have this huge dark cloud on top of me, raining down negativity, seeping into every fibre of my being. so that's what this is about, ranting. but i can't be too expressive about it anymore because walls have ears. and the internet is an open net of ears. if i even make any sense at all. what i wish to say is that, i'm slowly learning to find what i love and tolerate what i don't.