HAHAHHAHAHA WTF RIGHT I KNOW
& I thought wrong, yes I was so so so wrong. I thought you were different. Oh what's new. It's a damn cycle. I was so stupid. Wasn't I? All your lies I naively believed, all the promises I stupidly anticipated. & the worse thing is I'm just like you. I'm horrible. I really can't stand me sometimes. I really can't. I hate me too. I really do. Wishing I could be different, wishing I had the strength to push down the blade harder this time round, that more blood flows, too much. Then the world will be a better place.
Till I die X